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Issa Late Spring Cleaning

Posted on October 7, 2020December 5, 2020 by thosegilligans_bm456c
Everything must Go
What a late spring clean
I mean
It was a long time coming, it seems
Denial doesn't take back shattered dreams 
or
Kissing along the swings
Sprinkled Salt
And Swept out all your essence 
along with the bullshit left at the doorstep
Sprouting lies while sitting in the pulpit
It won't hurt this time,
I won't let it
What a beautiful find
Removing the negativity like cobwebs in a corner.
Phone her.
Have HER help you move the couch
While you scold her
For the weak knees and shoulder slouch.
There was no chance once she was compared to me.
I dont mean to breath out arrogance 
Only suggesting to allow your relations to start fresh and free.

At some point you can push somebody to a complete snap.
“It seems youre completely done” My therapist speculated after reading through some poetry.
I considered the peace within my heart over my recent separation.

My marriage died three years ago
I cradled onto a corpse that resembled my ex husband. I remember wrestling with God new years eve of 2019, after he told me to “stop mourning and fill my horn with oil and be on my way”
Letting go was hard but the most releasing feeling I didn’t know I needed
Yes I am at peace with my decision. I’m refreshed with this clearing.
May God honor me still?
I believe He will.
I wait on the beauty that will come from these ashes

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