Everything must Go What a late spring clean I mean It was a long time coming, it seems Denial doesn't take back shattered dreams or Kissing along the swings Sprinkled Salt And Swept out all your essence along with the bullshit left at the doorstep Sprouting lies while sitting in the pulpit It won't hurt this time, I won't let it What a beautiful find Removing the negativity like cobwebs in a corner. Phone her. Have HER help you move the couch While you scold her For the weak knees and shoulder slouch. There was no chance once she was compared to me. I dont mean to breath out arrogance Only suggesting to allow your relations to start fresh and free.
At some point you can push somebody to a complete snap.
“It seems youre completely done” My therapist speculated after reading through some poetry.
I considered the peace within my heart over my recent separation.
My marriage died three years ago
I cradled onto a corpse that resembled my ex husband. I remember wrestling with God new years eve of 2019, after he told me to “stop mourning and fill my horn with oil and be on my way”
Letting go was hard but the most releasing feeling I didn’t know I needed
Yes I am at peace with my decision. I’m refreshed with this clearing.
May God honor me still?
I believe He will.
I wait on the beauty that will come from these ashes