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Lost Journal

Posted on November 3, 2020December 5, 2020 by thosegilligans_bm456c

Beneath falling stars
Where is my journal
Looking for hours has my stomach doing hurdles
My words are backed up
Imploding with sparks
Too many eyes trying to comprehend my cup
Careful to whom i pour for those who may sip
Seeking the strong who arent afraid to slip
Into deep fountains of grace
Let’s talk about these phases
Cinnamon and honey in my water
Skin tickled beneath self loving laces.
I speak there for I am
I know my words hold weight
Heavy pages in a missing book
What will this insinuate


Coincidence is nonsense to me
Everything has its purpose
Even losing my records because someone else felt wordless
Now you can read and maybe you’ll see…
Dont over think lest deeper you sink
This is so complicated
Adding more lessons to a path that was pre formulated
I see you, and your lack of freedom
Opinion of others stole you from a kingdom
Lack of love from abused mothers
Hurt people hurt people
But I’m protected beneath my covers
I’m alot to handle and more is my art
Alot of truth in expression
Not many can hold this burning heart
Training for combat seems like such a waste
Easier to shoot a gun
Yet messages get erased.
I can’t be a wussy
Can’t trust them either
Not everyone should touch this ?
I can give life or become your reaper




Maybe misguided anger from a divinely guided writer, shes a safe place, be careful how you hold her.

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